Kein Betreff

I don't want to play hide and seek
give you my clothes
tell you i love your shoes
sit on the steps while you take a bath

massage your neck
kiss your face
and hold your hand
and go for a walk

and not mind when you eat my food

and meet at Rudy's
talk about your day

talk about YOUR day

and laugh at

at your PARANOIA
I give you tapes you don't listen to

watch great films

watch terrible films

and tell you about the T.V. program i saw the night before
and not laugh at your jokes

i want you in the morning

but let you sleep in for a while

tell you how much i love

your eyes

your lips

your neck

your tits

your arse

sit on the steps smoking till your neighbors come home

sit on the steps smoking till you come home

and worry when you're

late and be amazed when you're early

i give you sunflowers

go to your party and dance

be sorry when i'm wrong

and happy when you forgive me

look at your photos

and wish...i'd known your forever

hearing your voice

in my ear

feel your skin

on my skin
and get scared when you're angry

i tell you you're gorgeous

and hug you when you're anxious

and hold you when you hurt

and want you when i smell you
and offend you when i touch you
and whimper

when i'm next to you

and whimper when i'm not

dribble on your breasts

smother you in the night and get cold when you take the blanket

and hot when you don't

and melt when you smile

dissolve when you laugh
but not understand how you think i'm rejecting you

when i'm not rejecting you
and wonder

how you could think i'd ever reject you

and wonder who you are

i accept you anyway

and tell you about the tree angel

enchanted forest boy

who flew across the ocean

because he loved you
i buy you presents you don't want

and take them away again

and ask you to marry me

and you say no again

but keep on asking cause though

you think i don't mean it

but i always have from the first time i asked you

i wander the city thinking...

it's empty without you
but i want what you want
and think

i'm losing myself

but
but
but i'll tell you the worst of me
and try

to give you the best of me

because

you don't deserve any less

answer your questions when i'd rather not

and tell you the truth

when i really don't want to

and try to be honest

because i know you prefer it

you think it's all over but

hang on for just ten more minutes

before you throw me out of your life

forget who i am
and try and let me get closer to you

and somehow

somehow

somehow communicate some of the overwhelming

undying

overpowering

unconditional

all-encompassing

heart-enriching

mind-expanding

ongoing
never-ending

love

i have for you.




fuck yeah sarah kane.